Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Less than 24 hours to go
For weeks now I have been dreaming of the day I could not only hold my sweet baby, but regain my body back. Now here I stand just one day, less than 24 hours, until I start the process of labor. And honestly I am a bit overwhelmed. Maybe this is why God created labor to be mysterious, so that you wouldn't be in control of when it would happen. From my experience with Noah, once you are labor, you just plug through and don't have a lot of time to be anxious, which was nice. On the other hand knowing the date has helped us plan and prepare. I guess there are perks to each side. It is just so hard to wrap my mind around that fact that sometime tomorrow I will be a mother of two, responsible for double diaper changing & feeding. And, that this will be my last time pregnant. With all the challenges of being pregnant and uncomfortable, it is truly the most amazing thing I have ever gone through. And, for that I thank God everyday. Not just for my beautiful children, but for the opportunity to feel them grow and move inside my belly. And to see what a miracle having a baby is. I imagine as the day comes to a close tonight, these emotions with continue to stir. But, I am comforted that my heavenly father is in control of this great miracle and that tomorrow everything will go smooth. I am excited to share the news, so please keep us in your prayers.